Happy November fam! It’s my prayer for all of us that doors of abundant favour would open to us this new month in Jesus name, Amen. Here’s something a wrote a little while back … hope it helps anyone out there who’s going through this. Also, please share with others.
Thanks fam! Love you ?
It’s been weeks since we last spoke to each other… yet it feels like years. How did time fly past so quickly that I forgot to pick up the phone to call you or you kept reaching me on my voice mail. I remembered the last time we met for coffee. We had an awesome time together, engaging in meaningful conversation and laughing and just having fun.
When did I let life get in the way of meeting with You?
I stared at my laptop and what I was currently working on. Nothing new was coming to mind and the decision to take a break was delightful. I saved what I was doing and put the laptop to sleep. A part of me wanted to shut it down for the Day but I knew I had a deadline to meet. I couldn’t afford not writing something down. So I put it to sleep.
The rain outside was pouring down heavily and I feared the power supply would soon go out. I went down the stairs to the kitchen and got water boiling on the stove. At the corner of my eye I caught a glimpse of the newspapers piled up on the table. I hadn’t the chance to go through them ’cause of the demands of work.
My journal sat under the pile of newspapers and I set aside the papers and flipped it open. My last entry was last two months. I wrote about my experience with practicing righteousness at work when everyone was against me. I laughed when I saw the big question marks near love. I remember how I was able to overcome with Your strength and how I now have a better relationship with my colleagues.
I flipped back some more pages and see Your teachings on faith. At the time I was praying for a miracle and You were teaching me that my circumstances were a good breeding ground to sow seeds of faith. That when I see the opposite of what I want and it seems I may never get what I want. . . then it was time to sow faith seeds.
I had already forgotten about that.
I sighed and got up to make a cup of tea and biscuits and settled back down at the table going through my journal. . . more of my journey with You thus far. It dawned on me that I missed You. Our communion with each-other and there was always something to learn in Your presence. It’s been so long I felt Your love and had a deep love for You in my heart.
Eyes closed I said I was sorry. Sorry for losing touch with You. Sorry for not setting time aside to meet with You. Nothing else was more important than You. All the times I needed You . . . You were there. And the times You wanted to talk to me, I wasn’t. My heart was breaking as sobs took over me.
That was two weeks ago. . .
Now here I am. Sitting with You and having tea. Having intimate moments with my long lost Love. I flipped over to a fresh page of my journal ready to glean from Your Word, excitement bubbling up deep within me.
♡ Love Quote for the Day:
God waits for you to communicate with Him. You have instant, direct access to God. God loves mankind so much, and in a very special sense His children, that He has made Himself available to you at all times.
Wesley L. Duewel